father God,
I’m so excited about being a lecturer tomorrow on such a special occasion. But I also know that the man that I love will ignore me and treat me as just another servant and minister of God. I know I ask for love but I just don’t receive it from him. I pray for recognition and love God. That is my prayer and wish.
Saturday, January 13, 2018
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
BELIEVE
”...what things so ever you desire, when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you shall have them.”
Mark 11:24
I sit here trying to complete my four New Years expectations/resolutions and I have no idea what to believe in God for. I know that I want a renewed relationship, more financial independence and stability, health for my family and friends, weight loss, all the good things that we are supposed to ask for and really truly mean when we ask for them. But I want the intimacy back again. The looking in each other’s eyes and touching one another’s heart. The love that is obviously sincere and true. Knowing that we are a mess, but we each other’s mess and it just works for us. We work. We groove together. I want that in all parts of my life.
Mark 11:24
I sit here trying to complete my four New Years expectations/resolutions and I have no idea what to believe in God for. I know that I want a renewed relationship, more financial independence and stability, health for my family and friends, weight loss, all the good things that we are supposed to ask for and really truly mean when we ask for them. But I want the intimacy back again. The looking in each other’s eyes and touching one another’s heart. The love that is obviously sincere and true. Knowing that we are a mess, but we each other’s mess and it just works for us. We work. We groove together. I want that in all parts of my life.
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