Blessed be your holy name Father God. As I am reflecting on my morning reading, Solomon built the Lords's temple. The layout, the magnificence, the temple is to honor God. Honor God, here on earth. It reminds me of my daughter and her husband and grandson just buying a new house in Seattle. They are beginning a long journey of decorating and planning for themselves. A new beginning for them. Lord I pray that you will show them favor and bless their home.
I think about my life and how I am trying to make myself better. I have been down for so long. But God has shown me there is light at the end of the tunnel. When everything seemed bleak and cold, now I see hope and a future. My world is changing for the better because my attitude is changing.
Being stuck is no fun. While others can see you stuck and talk their talk, no one can make you do anything. You have to make the decision to do it and then actually do it. What I know about myself is that I am not happy with my current situation. My relationship with you is so broken, but it has hope. Sometimes I didn't know what to think or do. Leave it alone and it would fix it self. Keep trying to move forward, never give up. Or finally, just walk away and begin a new chapter in my life. But now I know I have to do something. I'm not helpless. I make a move and then the ball is in your court. I've at least done something.
Tomorrow I will be a reader and I will be there on time of course. No need for more drama. I'm excited about tomorrow. I'm excited about my future. Whatever God wants me to do, I'm excited to do it.
Today I have a dentist appointment and a therapy appointment, then I'm going to Lifetime with my mother so she can get out of the house. God is good and his mercy endures forever. When I come back I will start on my applications for the suburbs, again. I may have been down, but I'm not out yet. The Lord is with me and I trust him to guide me to where he wants me to be. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
I give you all my love and pray that you have a welcoming day today. I pray that you let God's light shine on you and greet you with love and favor. My thoughts and prayers are with you today.
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