Sunday, October 29, 2017

Time, Love, Patience, Kindness

It’s  been a while, but I’m back.
Back to sharing my life with the world.
I thought I knew what was happening,
but it turned out I was so misled.
I believed in a dream, a fantasy.
I felt betrayed by God.
I know now that it was me, and me alone.
What a silly girl.
Whatever you want me to do God, I will do it.
I thought I could leave but I’m back.
I trust you Lord to guide me.
I don’t blame you for my foolishness, I blame me and
I forgive myself.
I forgive those who I believed hurt me, when in reality,
They didn’t do anything wrong.
I forgive myself for harming me emotionally.
How could I have thought that, and then to say it to him.
I’m sure he thinks I’m a bit crazy, and maybe he’s right,
But he will not be harassed by me.
I just felt like God let me believe a lie. I have to get over it. Forgive and forget. Move on.
Hello world, I’m back.

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