Good Morning My Love

I really enjoyed holy Thursday
I'm looking forward to seven last words
I wonder sometimes how our country, one that I have grown fond of, can allow the top person representing our country to be such a bold liar.

 We are way past white lies with him. His lies are so out there its so obvious and ridiculous, yet it is the norm. Lying to the people in their face is acceptable or rewarding as we see for the doctor who is now the head of the va medical. What lie did he tell about his health? Lies, lies, lies. Where is the moral compass set? That attorney associated with him must have no morals at all. I would never associate with that company.

Who are the people standing proudly in the photos of the lynched men? I know people can be identified, but then as always, no justice, no peace.
I don't want to get worked up but sometimes it just amazes me how people devalue their morals and worth.

Ezekiel 32:31-34:4

Psalms

 We are both very fragile, precious,

So, Hello My Love

Receptivity is opening up your innermost being to be filled with God's/Jesus/me/my abundant riches. Attentiveness is directing your gaze to Me searching for Me in all your moments. It is possible to stay your mind on Me, as the prophet Isaiah wrote. Give and give and give and give.

Now I see how Trump is planning on paying for the wall. Military funding. That's sneaky.

Pictures of the the wall now.Pictures, Pictures, Pictures. How about a picture of the lynch victims in the U.S.?

 The military cannot refuse, but they can delay and question and investigate and delay, and delay and delay. They no longer have to wonder how he will pay for the wall. Highest budget in years.
Thankfulness. Why did Jesus do it? So He could return to Heaven and be an advocate. Thank you Lord for your incredible gift.
Micah 5:3-5:7

Have an absolutely Blessed day and be a blessing to someone My Love.

Without Sanctuary

I listened to your sermon yesterday and I ordered that book at Amazon. My son in law works for Amazon now. I digress.
I remembered it was same day and they left it on the porch in the dark. I was worried when I woke up that someone had stolen it but it was still there at 5am. I was just able to sit down and open it up. Thank God it was packed in plastic because of the rain. They should have wrapped the whole box, not just one book. Anyway, the cover and inside cover and then the next page is as far as I have gotten. I need a magnifying glass. My topic should be human relations in the 1900’s to 1920’s. I recall those being high times for the kkk. I imagine this book is going to be interesting. I also got 100 years of lynching by Ralph Ginsburg and move your bus by Ron Clark. Ron Clark is a former/current teacher. I don’t know Ginsburg but it’s published by black classic press and it looks like a good source of reference to bring up lynching, after all its just killing blacks, but in another way. Spectator sport it has always been. The romans, the Christians, the lions, the gladiators.
OK, I’m off to this book.
I’m disgusted with this law firm that is protecting these lies from such a person of poor moral character. I hope they find their price because they have a lot to tell about his conversations and meetings. Who he met with, when, why, what they talked about. I hope they get the right, fair, just and amazing amount of money, because these pittances they are waving will not make them tell all that they have in very detailed preparation for the presidency and just his conversation in general. I would imagine they have plenty to say

Good Morning My Love

My lack of postings has nothing to do with my thoughts of you. I loved the weekend trip so much. You blessed me more than you can imagine. I was a true part of history. I was there.
That being said, I’m a mess. I have assignment assignments due, I need to wash clothes, when you change your schedule just a little bit, everything seems twice as hard to get back on track.

Job 29:1-30
Job’s Defense


Have a blessed day and know that I am thinking fondly of you My Love

Good Morning My Love

For all that is going on today, my joy will be seeing you.
Have a blessed day My Love

Voting on the first day of Spring

You know if Hillary really wanted someone to believe she was for white women, she would find ten women to proclaim support for who are running. Is she really #Me Too or just a pin wearing contributor. Who will be the women to step forward and stop these men from ruining this world? I pray that Loyola wins.

Hello My Love

Will we drive by the cherry trees in  D.C.?

My “Problem”

I know what it is now. I’m mad with God. I’m angry with my living God. I was watching a tv show and it said that and it was like I was personally hit over the head. I’m mad at God. I almost cried, I held it back cause I know tears are going to break me. I don’t want to cry anymore. Enough tears.

Psalm 74:3-16

Thursday

Listen to the love song that God continually sings to us.

Ezekiel 11:19-20
I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within them, and take the stony heart out of their flesh, and give them a heart of flesh, that they may walk in my statutes and keep my judgments and do them; and they shall be my people, and I will be their God.

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Good Morning My Love

Learn to live above your circumstances. Receive God’s joy. No one can take that from you.

Routines and Change

Hello, My Love. God Knows My Heart. Waiting, Trusting, and Hoping. Those are the things I have to rely on Him for. They form that unbreakable thread. Trusting being the most difficult. Waiting isn't that easy either. Hope, hope is like a dream, I am always hoping for something.
Trust is what my God desires the most. Trust in him. Wait for him to work in my life. Trust that he will. Hope for the future. Saying I trust him but trying to do it myself rings hollow on his ears. Truly trust God for the future, present and the right now. Trust him for today. Show that I am his and he is mine. I can wait expectantly. I can pray for my heart to be healed. I pray that I can forgive and forgive myself for trusting and being hurt. That's the biggest problem that God is showing me. Not that others have hurt me, but that I don't forgive myself for letting them in my heart to hurt me. I have to trust and open my heart again and again and again. Forgive seventy times seven. Forgive as if its the first time, always. I'm no superwoman and that is my block.  I have fallen comfortable with my routine. My blockade. My wall. My routine has to be broken. I have to trust God to follow the road, the way, the truth to my heart. Its easy to stay on the routine. It's hard to change. Have a blessed day today, My Love.

Good Evening My Love

Well, today was interesting to say the least. My grandson, mr athletic, thinks he can do anything, went to the skateboard park and fell. Fell really bad and had to be taken to the emergency room. Its just a bad sprain but a possible chipped bone too. We have to see the ortho doctor next week. This was not how I wanted to spend my Saturday. Sometimes we have to do what we have to do.
I have to remember that God's way is the right way. I must develop a deep level of trust. Trust in God.
Be Blessed tonight My Love.

Good Morning My Love

The world seems to spin faster and faster. My sleep is disturbed with thoughts of the previous day and worries of the new day. But there is a cushion of calm in the center. Its like the eye of the storm. The calm, steady part. The knowing that God is at the center of it all.
The soothing center where we are reenergized, become filled with Love, Joy, and Peace. Resting in God's Peace.
 The world is a needy place. It will gobble us up if we let it. It wants and wants. It takes and takes. Never satisfied. We cannot ever expect to be satisfied by the world, it will not give us our hearts desires.
We can never expect to satisfy the world, we are not enough, we can't change it all.
 But what we can do, we must do. What we cannot do, we do our part and leave the rest for others. When we depend on God, our weakness becomes his power and grace.
His mercy shows through when we put our trust in him. We find our completeness in him so we can help others without using them to meet our own needs. We can help with out being selfish or expecting something in return.
When we are able to know that some people will never say thank you, never be kind to us, never appreciate what we do for them, then we have come into the fullness of God. We act selflessly. We do because it is better to give than to receive.
We know that God loves us and thats more than enough. We carry no malice or hate or contempt for the other person. We actually love them and show love. We forgive those who hurt us and love our enemies.
My reading this morning Malachi 3:13-4:6
Have a blessed Day My Love.

Hello My Love

Seek God first and foremost and the rest will fall into place. I cannot put my mind on only breaking down the wall and enjoying my life with you as my partner. I have to seek God and ask him if it is in his will for this to happen. If it is, then he will guide my path towards you, if not, then he will change the desires of my heart. God is in control. His will be done in my life.
My striving should be to seek God's face, striving to be with you is a reward of  God's will. If it is to be, God will make it so. When I think I have made gains and can do it on my own, God reminds me I am in the greatest danger of failure, seek God first. Never neglect the great source of strength within me.
God Bless you today, My Love. Did you see how they used My Love in The Black Panther?!?!

Hello My Love

Hrllo, it was so nice to see you. Maybe next time I will get a hug. I’m excited about my future. We keep baby stepping closer and closer.
God Bless You tonight My Love

Sunday

Been to church. Listened to Father Thulani's bible study message yesterday after I finished cooking dinner. Feeling very committed. Praying for my people., my pastor and my community. God hear the prayers of your people. Search our hearts. There is only one way to the Father and that's through Jesus Christ.

Saturday

Went to work out. Got on the scale and I have lost two pounds! Yea!!!! Just gotta keep it up.

I Love You, I honestly Love You

I'm Listening to this song at the ice arena while my grandson is practicing his hitting with the puck. I havent heard it for a long time. I love you, I honestly love you. I really love that song. If we both were born in another place and time. What would our lives be like. What would it be like if we were born in the medieval period or the renanaissence period. There is a time and place for us. Is it now or has it already passed. Is it in the future? Are we to keep hoping for something better?

Friday

I did it. I have posted five days straight. I have connected with you five straight days. I'm believing God for his grace and mercy. Together forever.

John10:4-John 11:26 Lots of famous quoted scripture between those lines. The thief comes to kill, steal and destroy. I am the good Shepard, my sheep know my voice. Lazarus is dead, but is he really?

Thanks be to God for everyday that we can reflect on his word. Be Blessed and be a blessing, My Love.

Thursday

God’s lessons of trust come wrapped in difficulties. He places a nice shiny bow on the package and it’s addressed to me. Me, me, me. I have a package. But when I unwrap it, wow. The benefits outweigh the cost, but what a struggle to get there. It looks good on the outside, easy to say trust me, but when we unpack that trust, it just keeps demanding more and more.Trust ain’t no joke. When you can trust someone, trust God, then, and only then, do we have the perfect peace. God said I will keep you in perfect Peace.
Doers get depleted, always being the responsible one. Weariness. Fix my thoughts in God. You provide rest for my mind, body and soul. Jesus fill me with your peace.

Matthew 11:12-24   The kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.  Wisdom is justified by her children. Judgment
Be blessed and be a blessing to someone My Love.