Hello, My Love. God Knows My Heart. Waiting, Trusting, and Hoping. Those are the things I have to rely on Him for. They form that unbreakable thread. Trusting being the most difficult. Waiting isn't that easy either. Hope, hope is like a dream, I am always hoping for something.
Trust is what my God desires the most. Trust in him. Wait for him to work in my life. Trust that he will. Hope for the future. Saying I trust him but trying to do it myself rings hollow on his ears. Truly trust God for the future, present and the right now. Trust him for today. Show that I am his and he is mine. I can wait expectantly. I can pray for my heart to be healed. I pray that I can forgive and forgive myself for trusting and being hurt. That's the biggest problem that God is showing me. Not that others have hurt me, but that I don't forgive myself for letting them in my heart to hurt me. I have to trust and open my heart again and again and again. Forgive seventy times seven. Forgive as if its the first time, always. I'm no superwoman and that is my block. I have fallen comfortable with my routine. My blockade. My wall. My routine has to be broken. I have to trust God to follow the road, the way, the truth to my heart. Its easy to stay on the routine. It's hard to change. Have a blessed day today, My Love.
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