It has been a busy month. The holiday was extra special because the kids came in. I thank God for my family. They keep me down to earth and off of myself. They can be a pain sometimes, but they are my pain in the ...
Though I would like someone special to get a kiss from every now and then. Someone to show some love to without any restrictions or worries.i feel like I have missed my window.
My grand babies love me and I probably take too many hugs and kisses from my sweeties.
You and I were a beautiful dream. What a dream it was. Twenty years ago, it was there for the taking. Life happens.
We get close and then we move away. How can we take a leap of faith for each other under conditions such as those? Its sad.
It’s not very reassuring and because of that, it’s just a beautiful dream. It’s like our window of opportunity has closed.
Time is a monster. It waits for no one. I pray that this monster of time will go quickly. Years have gone by in a flash.
I may not have done everything I wanted to do but I did do something. I’ve made mistakes and paid the price for them.
I will continue to make mistakes for as long as I live. Sixty years is young to some and old to others. As long as I have my health and the right frame of mind, I’m going to be alright.
What else can I do? Keep believing and loving Jesus. Believe that God loves me and wants more for me. Believe that I am special and God holds me in his loving arms and will keep me safe.
While I know every day and time is not going to be pleasant and loving, I have God with me every step of my journey. Thank God for the Spirit, because some days really try my Spirit.
I could just sit and cry all day if I let my feelings loose. But I keep them in check. Never really revealing my true feelings.
The good and the bad. At the end of the day or the beginning of the day, I know I can reach out. To God and pray. My God will never forsake me of leave me. I have solace in that.
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