Praise God.
I take nothing for granted. Now I know I love a man who loves me and is willing to work on making this relationship happen. Truth be told, and we always want the truth to be told, I am always the one moving slowly because I’m not wanting to hurt you. I pray for you to be safe, strong and no disgrace. I know you have many disagreements with others but I don’t want to be a bother in your life. That’s me thinking that I am a bother and not a treasure. You are a treasure in my life, why wouldn’t I be the same in yours? That’s that low self esteem talking. Making me think that I’m not good enough, but I am, and I know it.
Luke 18:17
I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.
To receive it like a child is to welcome it, to be excited about it, to know that this is the best thing EVER to happen to me! It’s my Disneyland. Nowadays, we see more excitement from kids and adults alike when they go to Disneyland. Not so much when they receive the kingdom of God. Eternal life. Will we be together on this side of the kingdom? Will we make a go of it together? Are you going to let me keep us apart forever? What must I do to put us together? Where must I go? What exactly, cause I’m not good with hints. Tell me exactly, lay out the blueprint, put it in writing, make it step by step. Don’t confuse me cause I’m getting old and am easily considered insignificant, but I am part of the nobodies that God wants. I am significantly older than when we first started this trek. I look at the blog and notice that’s from the beginning, it was almost everyday, now not so much. Everyday, a little bit of faith and hope diminish. I relight that fire and press forward.
Luke 18:29-30
I tell you the truth, Jesus said to them, no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of God will fail to receive many times as much in this age and, in the age to come, eternal life.
Be blessed My Love and be a blessing to someone.
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