I Need You

Thank you Lord for a chance to worship you today and to be with the man I love. I love you Lord and will keep on loving you. My love for myself is important too. For so long I denied myself any rights to happiness and love. It was service and duty. But Lord you placed real love in my life and I didn't know what to do. Someone so special to love me? But Lord, you reminded me that I am special too. I'm a good person, in love. I deserve a chance at happiness. I love you and I don't like being vernuable but vernuable is trusting someone else. Learning how to trust another person with your heart is scary. But I am learning how to be a risk taker with my emotions. Take a chance at love.

Michael, I love you, will you become, my husband? Will you marry me? I will ask every day. God will let me know when the words will come out of my mouth. I love you.