I know that I don’t always post in my blog, but when I don’t see an email from you with a verse of the day, I get sad. I miss that one bit of daily contact from you. I imagine that you alone pick the scripture and it is meant especially for me. I need to believe that I mean something to you and that you are communicating to me.
If I am going to tear down this wall I realize I have to become vulnerable. I have to trust. Trust that your intentions are not to harm. I don’t think that you would intentionally harm, just maybe through neglect. I feel the twinges of vulnerability come and I know there are going to be a lots of tears with it. Holding on to the wall has become so labor intensive. It’s like I’m ready to just let go, no matter what happens. I know that I should, I know that makes sense, I know, I know, I know.
Let go of the wall. Become vulnerable. Open yourself up for love, criticism and all that goes with it. It can be good, or it can be bad. Tear down the wall. My Love, I missed you.
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