God has given me the strength that I need to just stop finding fault and remember that we are all failed creatures in the world. I want flowers. I want an apology. I want a huge display of love. I want flowers now and on Valentines Day. Stupid and trial. Probably. but necessary for me. No on can tell you how you should feel or how you feel now. No one can tell you what will make you feel better ut you. I know that I want flowers. He has never sent me flowers. Never sent me flowers at any time. I don't mean giving all the women flowers in church, I mean sending me flowers to my job, sending flowers to my home. Sending me, personally flowers. See he has never really shown me that its me that he loves. I feel like Im some project, like the peace league, employment center or the ark. Im just another project for him. I will not be a project. I will be a team. He and I. Us together. I want flowers, I want to know that I am not just some job for him to check off. If he has moved on, then I will not get any flowers, if not, I will get flowers and will get them immediately. Period. No ifs, ands or buts. Flowers sent to me.
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